If we walk down Your path.. What is it that lies a head of us
If we walk down Your path... What is it that lies a head of us
With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home I'll trust in You
I felt so much to post this poem up.. Father i am at Your command XD
Do you know you have asked for the costliest thing Ever made by the Hand above? A woman's heart, and a woman's life - And a woman's wonderful love.
Do you know you have asked for this priceless thing As a child might ask for a toy? Demanding what others have died to win. With the reckless dash of a boy.
You have written my lesson of duty out, Manlike, you have questioned me. Now stand at the bars of my woman's soul Until I shall question thee. You require your mutton shall always be hot, Your socks and your shirt be whole; I require your heart be true as God's stars And as pure as His heaven your soul.
You require a cook for your mutton and beef, I require a far greater thing; A seamstress you're wanting for socks and shirts - I look for a man and a king.
A king for the beautiful realm called Home, And a man that his Maker, God, Shall look upon as He did on the first And say. "It is very good."
I am fair and young, but the rose may fade From this soft young cheek one day; Will you love me then 'mid the falling leaves, As you did 'mong the blossoms of May?
Is your heart an ocean so strong and true, I may launch my all on its tide? A loving woman finds heaven of hell On the day she is made a bride.
I require all things that are grand and true, All things that a man should be; If you give this all, I would stake my life To be all you demand of me.
If you cannot be this, a laundress and cook You can hire and little to pay; But a woman's heart and a woman's life Are not to be won that way.
A woman's question Lena Lathrop
This poem was, is and is still is so powerful. I feel God's will in it. I feel God's presence falling upon me now.. His guidance is so wonderful.. Although i sometimes dont know what He wants me to do. But i will still follow Him.
With God solving all the problems in my life, I feel so much at ease now. I now really know that His plan and timing was, is and will always be perfect. So Father, let me re-dedicate myself to you. And I will spend the rest of this year consecrating to You Father. Singleness is also quite good.. I'm now looking for this new crush of mine.. I'll get her on June 12 see here.
My gosh i just cant wait to have her in my arms... I'm going to strip her and explore her insides... Hahaha.. Pls dont get the wrong idea.. Its just a game.. Well the game of the Year.. Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots...
Anyway.... Ns guys dont look here!!!!!!
Yay 5 more days to ORD!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel now. My 2 yrs of wasted time is finally coming to an end now. Next stop... NUS computational Biology... 4 Yrs later... Working life...
I will not fear life anymore, for i can do all things thru Christ who gives me strength. Jesus thanks you for calling me to You on that night.
With your last breath I see love Through your death I see love I see peace in the eyes of the king I see hope in your suffering (I see love) I see a calm in the center of the storm I see a Saviour
Deathscythe :: EternalD :: Keith Koh
# Endless Chaos:: Keith Koh::Deathscythe battled at 8:04 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Two church in 2 days.... I need sleep...
24th May::
Man church today was really powerful... And i did not even feel sleepy even though i was yawning non stop. Its not cos sermons are boring but.. I only had like 3 hrs of sleep in the morning.. YES i only slept at 5 am on sat morning.. And woke up at around 8am. Why?? Well Val wanted me to go help her find some buckwheat flour...
Food for though:: I never knew there were so many different types of flour till now.. Bucket wheat, corn, potato, brown, hmmm fish, mutton, beef and even powdered egg whites... Well the fish, mutton n beef were jokes but, seriously -_-"""
Anyway, we could not find the flour, so i decided to consult the Guru... My aunt anne.. THE Baking expert.. I still remember the orgasmic experience i got eating her cheese cake... It just like nothing i have ever tasted.. If i had to pay for it, i would gladly pay $100 for it.. To bad i only got to eat 2 slices, till now la.. Ahhhh
So my aunt told me to go to ntuc fineness at bukit timah to find it.. So i left val and went there (hey i also need to go to church too ma) and .... no luck. no flour. So i went to church to find jason, then we ended up doing praise and worship practice with jack.. It was really great, THANK YOU GOD for the chance to praise You.
Ok service i really good... no actually.. Really Powerful with the capital P. I had a vision and in that vision i saw God on His throne, with Jesus beside Him.. And i was just reaching out to Him. Jesus also reached out His hand to hold on to mine.
God, I give You my heart, soul and my all. I will now live for You. Guide me with Your hands, show me what You want me to do. I so desire for Your will to be done, God i will step out of my comfort zone and be Your hands & feet.
Well during service, this song just kept playing in my head
From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea Creation's revealing Your majesty From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring Every creature unique in the song that it sings All exclaiming
Indescribable, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name. You are amazing God All powerful, untamable, Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim You are amazing God
Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night None can fathom
Indescribable, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name You are amazing God All powerful, untamable, Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim You are amazing God You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name. You are amazing God All powerful, untamable, Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim You are amazing God Indescribable, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name. You are amazing God INCOMPARABLE, unchangeable You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same You are amazing God You are amazing God
I had to rush off after church today la. Cos i was suppose to meet Amelia since she is coming back to singapore for short while before going back overseas for her degree... And i also finally got the hug she promised me last year LOL... Well.. Actually it was the first thing she did when she saw me la.. And i was like stunned.. We met and central and CQ and those who were present were amelia, vicky, hairul, kenneth (kenny) n me.. Its been so long since i saw them lor.. Glad to see that they are all doing fine.
We went to fisherman wharf for dinner. Food is not bad, but i did not have enough cash la.. Mental note to self::: bring more cash to church next time.. Well i think fish market is better and its better then fish n co lor.. Hahaha
Our group then went around CQ and saw some rock wall climbing sutff and the SP raft race thingy.. Lol . And after that was spent at TCC talking about the past and everything
And hairul also told jokes about kenny's name
Here's how it goes: Hairul: Who is more cocky then cocky tan? Me: I dont know? Who? Hairul: Cocky Er Me: Huh? O.o.. You mean Er as in kenneth ER.. i see Kenny: -_-
Ok that is roughtly how everything was... then on to the best place in the world. Home
I went home at 10pm i was planning to sleep at 11 after my qt.. But i cant get the song out of my head... and well i also promised Euny to help her find the song unchanging too... Hai.. I spent an hour seraching for the songs.. i did my qt and continue searching.. finally got them, and this is the part that made me want to break my comp.. i was uploading to yahoo mail for hrs before i was able to send the songs to euny...ZZZZZZZZ
I was happy though, cos i felt closer to God, and i think it would be what He would want me to do. You help others to the best of my abilities.
Sleep deprived :: EternalD :: Deathscythe :: Keith Koh
25th May::
I kind of started the day on the wrong side.. I was so tired, but woke up at 7.30 to go jogging, send the last song to Euny... Fell asleep again... Got up at 8.30... Tried to call Portia.. To confirm the time to meet... But i called someone else by mistake...
After i finally got up, and i realised that i'm going to be late.. Hai. So took a quick shower and cab down to west coast, to the westside angelicant church...
Well i tot i was late but portia was later than me lol. She have not change much in 6 plus yrs.. Hai, i still remember the times you always bricker with us in class, even though ur our teacher la..
The service is good, but YI is better, they dont have the Kick that YI have. Hahaha. God, cell grp, anyone from COS who's reading this... I love COSBT, and i'll love it forever. Once YI forever YI. XD
I felt as if its God who wanted me to attend, Thanks God for giving me such a good friend as steven. I've also met a few other ex aes friends too.
It really bring back so much happy memories. I love my Heavenly Father.
God, I thank You from the bottom of my heart for all the good things You have done for me. Thank You for being so patient with me, Thank You for all Your grace and mercy. But most of all, God thank You for finding me and guiding me back to Your herd.
This song is for You Lord
"Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)"
Amazing grace How sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me I once was lost, but now I'm found Was blind, but now I see 'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear And grace my fears relieved How precious did that grace appear The hour I first believed My chains are gone I've been set free My God, my Savior has ransomed me And like a flood His mercy rains Unending love, Amazing grace
The Lord has promised good to me His word my hope secures He will my shield and portion be As long as life endures
The earth shall soon dissolve like snow The sun forbid to shine But God, Who called me here below Will be forever mine Will be forever mine You are forever mine
Till i see You face to face, Lord I will give You all my faith, I will Trust in You
Deathscythe :: EternalD :: Keith Koh
# Endless Chaos:: Keith Koh::Deathscythe battled at 8:02 PM
Deathscythe :: EternalD :: Keith Koh
Born Mar 27
A Child of God
NUS Computational Biology
A hardcore Console Gamer
Serving God without restrain