A Place of Freedom
A place of Destiny
What will result when the two clash
Awaken the chaos within
The point where light and dark converges
God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way He will make a way
By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
He will do something new today.
I leave my all in Your hands. Guide me through this life. Make me Your temple my Lord.
I rather take all your suffering and bear it thru for you. I just want you to be happy once again.
I want to ask you to dump all your unhappiness unto me and just live a carefree life.
Ok I kana sabo to do this thing... Well here it goes...
But heck, there is sure a lot of Gayish questions here la -_-‘’’
Name th 20 people you can think right now.
1. Benedict Wong
2. Eunice Lim (Sabo me one)
3. Jason Ng
4. Lynn Chong
5. Yuen Mei
6. Lay Ping
7. Gerard Joseph
8. Debbie
9. Jeremy Lin
10. Ian Lim
11. Bryan Yap
12. Jonathan Lin
13. Stella Khoo
14. Joanne Lum
15. Adrian Teo
16. Clarence Kuak
17. Avery Pay
18. Kenneth Er
19. Portia Tan
20. Shawn Pay
Don't read the questions till you name the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
(pls put th name before your ans to indicate who are you talking about eg.[jason](ans)
How did you met 14?
[Joanne Lum] She was my junior in BioMed Eng in NP
What will you do if you dont meet 1?
[Benedict] Well... Then don’t meet la. I did not see him for like 1 mths plus when he went for re-BMT
What if 9 and 20 dated?
[Jeremy & Shawn] Goodness me... What will amber say.. Ok I’ll say they make a “good” couple
Will 6 and 17 date?
[Lay Ping & Avery] Are you kidding? They are both straight... I think...
Describe 3.
[Jason] A great friend and brother in Christ
Is 8 attractive?
[Debbie] If you are reading this... Yes you are Debbie.
Describe 7.
[Gerard] One of the 2 guys that made me chairman of cyber club in AES.. Thanks Balltaster..
Know of any 12's family members?
[Jon] I’m like their third son.. Lol
What will you do if 18 broke up?
[Kenneth “Kenny” Er] Er.... Slap him and ask him to get on with ilfe... And try to evangelise to him.
What language does 15 speak?
[Adrian] English Chinese... I think
Who is 9 going out with?
[Jeremy] Amber... Sory Of... If you can consider that “going out”
How old is 16?
[Clarence] One year older than me... So guess
When was the last time spoke to 13?
[Stella] Well... Cant remember
Who is 2 fave singer/band?
[Eunice] Planetshakers, Hillsong.. Hmmm Any Christian Songs
Will you ever like 4?
[Lynn] Yeah I like her to be my great shepherd :X :D
Will you ever date with 1?
[Ben] Are you kidding?? Well maybe for movies but come on HE is my best friend la!!! AND I’M NOT GAY FOR THE FIRST AND LAST TIME!!!!!!!
Is 19 single?
[Portia] Sad to say.. Yes She still is... Even though she is our sec sch maths teacher la
What's 10 last name?
[Ian] Cant you read??? Its up there lor
Will you ever be in a relationship with 11?
[Bryan] -_-‘’’ Why is there so many gay questions here... Can I change the position of the names??? And the answer is no... Maybe as a friend to friend, brother to brother kind of relationship...
What's th school of 5?
[Yuen Mei] NUS
Where do 6 live?
[Lay Ping] Choa Chu Kang
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
Errr... Can we just don’t pass this on?? Lol... I wont pass this on ok.....
I Got my pink IC liao... Yay... It felt so good to get my IC back... And that feelings lasted for a very long time... Well it lasted for like 5 sec.. Then I drop my IC onto the floor liao.. Muwahahaha
My Conduct for service is Very Good
My Performance is also Very Good...
Went crazy with bryan, to the extend of playing Basketball with an injured shoulder la...
I also watched Passion of the Christ last night and I saw how sick humans can be. Lord I pray that You will instil in me a heart of compassion to reach out to these people, a heart of humility so that is can serve these people. But most of all Lord, give me the heart to love all these people.
Lord I ask in Your name to her overcome her trials and let her excel in You Lord.
Lord I ask that You show her the way that You have planned out for all of us.
In Jesus’ name I ask and pray. AMEN!!!
May 30th
Started the day with a very wet and dangerous IPPT. I slipped with doing my shutter run and could not make the timing... I could not get my below 10 sec timing sad. Then I did my broad jump... I had such a bad slip that I kind of a hurt my back and spine. Well there is the tingling feeling when I landed badly. Then I went for my 2.4 km. I dislike taking IPPT with officers. They all ran so far ahead that I had no one to pace la Sad... But I got my best timing so far. 13.05, I still need to improve.
Then I went to find Adrian at church. I met Bryan and him and we went over to beauty world for lunch. We all had chicken rice la. Lol. This might be an example of peer pressure but, well. I just have a craving for chicken rice la. I need to recharge for RADICAL CONFERENCE ma.
Adrian and me then waited at the 2nd floor for I don’t know how long la. Till we got chased out la. Then we waited on the first floor to get good seats hahaha.
I think this is the first time I was so excited about service la. I just ran up the stairs behind Bryan lor. But I still managed to get some good seats.
There is only one word to describe the conference >>> Awesome
The conference started out great with Pastor Dave as the first speaker. And when I thought that it would not have gotten any better, God showed me how He powerful He can be, Pastor Preston is such a powerful speaker. If I were to rate the sessions from a scale of 1 to 10, the first would be 100, 2nd 1000, 3rd 10000 and 4th would be way beyond the previous ones. I can only say that our God is GREAT.
From session 1, I’ve learnt that we all will face furnace in our lives. Even as we face the fires of these furnaces, we all must know that Jesus will walk into the furnace with us. Knowing this, we all must have the faith to believe that Jesus will pull us through the problems we face. It is impossible to do things with our own strength. But with faith in Jesus, nothing is impossible for us.
Interlude: Adrian, Daniel and I went over to KAP for dinner and to meet Kenny to pass him my games... Well we tried to evangelise to him... But I have a feeling that God is telling me to trust in Him timing. I pray that I have opened the door in his heart. And God I pray that You will nurture the seed that was planted.
From session 2, I’ve realised that Ps Preston really look like Shrek... Ok my bad. But he is a very powerful speaker. And from it I learn that Christian walk is about the process. But due to technology and advancement, we start to take the process out of our everyday life. It is with the process that we make choices, and it’s these choices that will shape who we are. We cannot go through a Christian life on “borrowed” fervour, faith and passion. We all must strive to build it up ourselves. And it is here, that I finally realised that I might have been using borrowed fervour and passion. I want to pray that God will once again burn in me His holy fire, the passion for His name and the love for Him. We all are made differently and it is up to Him to use us to how He had made us.
Went home straight after that, chatted on msn for a while before I knocked out cold.
May 31st
My fire for God is burning at full blast; it is like God telling me:” Keith go to church now, get a good seat and hear my words”
So what to do? There is only one answer. Follow God’s directions, so I went over to church and met some friend along the way. I met Bryan and we waited for a while before the ushers set up the barriers.
I don’t like standing beside someone with the same name as me... Keith yeo was there beside me and whenever someone calls either of us, we’ll turn to face them -_-...
The moment they let us in, Bryan rushed in like a wild horse and me behind him. And those people who were in front of me grabbed on to Bryan like something from the scene for pt 3 of Lord of the Rings. But for the first time I was able to get a front row seat and I can tell you it is awesome. I never felt God’s presence so strongly before. All Praise to God alone.
From session 3, for once I learn that you should never sit in front of girls when you know that they will scream. From the sermon, I felt God telling me that since He can take all the sins of the world and forgive us all. Then we as little Christ must be able to do the same. We all must be forgivers. And we should change the way we life our life. We all should remove our masks, which are the expectations that others have of us. We are also called to be real heroes, no heroes like superman or whatever, but a hero, a person who is willing to help others in situations where our surrounding is falling apart. We must model our role model who is Jesus Christ our Lord.
Interlude: Fervour had to entertain some brothers and sisters from china. We had about 3 games to get to know each other. And shepherd and the others girls decided to put Adrian on permanent forfeit. Why? Cos they want him to sing for them. Hahaha. I pity you Adrian.
We then took the church van to beauty world for dinner. Then we all rushed back to church and well, shepherd and wei kian helped us to cut the queue. Yay our shepherd rocks... We then formed a chain and started cutting in. The queue was something like this Wei Kian, Desmond, Me, Shepherd and Miao Xia... The others just became lost sheep... Hahaha... It reminds me of Meh...Meh...Meh... Mmmmmeeeeeeehhhhhhh... Splat... I’m such a sadist
And finally session 4, from this final session: God told me that we will face situation in our lives. But we must look past those situations that we face and focus on Jesus Christ. When we are down, we can rely on friends to help us go closer to Him, but we must first search our friends. We must make sure that they are right ones. Friends who are willing to carry us to Christ, I not only want to have friends like them, but I also want to be that kind of friend. When we are down emotionally or spiritually, we can be easily led by our friends. So it is of the utmost importance to have friends or be friends that will lead you to Christ and not away from Him.
After the last session, we decided to have a cell group outing. The guys were suppose to be playing CS but we have to be members of the Lan shop to play so we gave up and decided to join the gals and liquid’s cafe. It was a fun time there playing all kinds of games... Even a game called Romeo and Juliet hahaha. I managed to solve the game. Hahaha.
Then Felicia, Collin and me went over to west mall area. Collin alighted first and Felicia and me after that. I sent her to her block as it was quite late (like 11.30pm) and crossed over to the interchange to get 106 home. But well, it just left when I got there, but I managed to catch 61 instead... I want to take 106 la... lol
And well that is the end of the day.
June 1st
Slack, Played my Ps3, Blogged, watch cable....
Pack my bag, meet Jeremy for dinner later and prepare for ORD tmr...
Yay finally my 2 yrs of ns is coming to an end... Next stop... NUS... NS and NUS... Separated By U lol...
Search me, O God,
Let me my heart be pure before You
In all that I do,
May it be pleasing to You.
God please take away these feelings, Make my heart Your holy temple
I Live to worship You my God.