Having a chat with Clarence over a drink on Friday made me think about some stuff… The words he said really made me think – You have changed, you are no longer the happy-go-lucky person I once knew… Even while on the bus to orchard, I kept having the thought of whether I am facing this world with my true self or a mask that has grown to be a part of me… I really don’t know anymore.
Even during service, why do my tears flow out uncontrollably… Even if I have lost my compassion for the world. No longer do I feel any desire for the lost, not even for my dad. Maybe the only person I want to see saved can no longer be saved. So why should I even care about the others.
I just wish I could be set free from this world…
Deathscythe :: EternalD :: Keith Koh
# Endless Chaos:: Keith Koh::Deathscythe battled at 3:49 AM
Deathscythe :: EternalD :: Keith Koh
Born Mar 27
A Child of God
NUS Computational Biology
A hardcore Console Gamer
Serving God without restrain